Today, its e-learning day. Its tiring and boring but its definitely a break from school despite the work and upcoming performances and test. 2 months of JC life, the journey ahead definitely does not look very bright. It's worrying how little time I have to study and how I have to juggle with CCA, School, and other commitments.
However, it is definitely good to forge new friendship and find like minds. It's comforting that I always have someone to cheer me on despite all the low times of mine. May it be dance, school, people, whatever that is bothering me, I am glad I always have that someone around to talk to me and get me going. (it goes all the way to trying to persuade me to get out of my bed today) I am grateful for what I have now, although I feel like I am almost out of breathe at the start of the race.
To many, this may be a pretty meaningless post, but I just want to leave a mark of that someone on this blog in case ___ disappears from my little world. I wish to look back some day and realise the importance of people in my life and that no matter what I will have someone behind me, pushing me on. As time flies and people leave, I am starting to fear the departure of certain people in my life, starting to fear all these active hormones affecting my mind(making stupid decisions). All I want is to just stay in this little happiness I own now because I never know when this little happiness will fade away.
