Randomly Missing Everyone

It's been so long but I felt the urge to do this because there's nowhere else I can express this emotional. It's funny how I was just scrolling instagram and just started randomly missing everyone in my life. It's been so long since I last spent quality time with my friends without having to worry about my school work and it's been so long since I had time to stop and think. Looking at old photos and just randomly crying because of how helpless I feel trying to study for my exam tmr and remembering how I could get help anywhere because of the people around me last time. It's so sad to feel like Im alone although my life aint that lonely right now. It's funny how I feel this emptiness hitting me so hard I couldnt continue studying. I miss you my friends, even if you were not my friend. I miss the times we had together and how we could joke around and have big dreams that we think is possible. What a time. I'm not sure what is happening to me but I really really need a break and I really really need to cry.