Syf is finally over! Mixed feelings...but we did well definitely :D. Thanks to all dancers efforts and cooperation, thanks to our teachers patience and love, thanks to our seniors help and thanks to the support of those not in the dance, we made it! Life was really tough, but still we got through it and made it to our best.
I have thoughts of giving up, mental breakdowns were so often i cant think properly sometimes, constant headaches and disappointment. Through this tough times that i pulled through, when i saw the dancers today, it felt like i nvr did anything and all the performances put up were efforts of their own. I had little confidence and i thought that teachers have always thought that i cant lead, but when i see the dancers healthy and strong, and when teacher msged me today and said "well done in leading and putting up a good show today," i felt that everything was worthwhile. The sense of accomplishment cannot be described. perhaps what they said was right, all i need is more confidence and become a bit fiercer. This unique experience given by the dancers will definitely be always in my mind and RVDS will always be a home to me no matter where i am. Thank you all, dance makes my day, dance brings me joy, and dance makes memories that are unforgettable.
(Photos will come later!)
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Thursday, April 18, 2013
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Lumen SYF
Blog post, omg. No one is gonna read this haha.
Today was our syf for lumen, after 2 years we are back at the same spot in UCC. Nothing there changed. What changed was jus us, from juniors to seniors, from then till now, time passed so quickly and everything just came and went in the speed of light. Training is tough (like you dont say), from seperated levels to one international dance lumen dancers, our sweat and tears and feelings during practices will never be able to be expressed in words. Standing infront of the dancers today, is like looking at a group of kids you've raised in the past months and finally now sending them to the battle. I had nothing much to say but there was a sudden surge of emotions that just filled my eyes with tears.(+my contacts which was super irritating) No matter how incapable, how seperated we are, we came together today as one for this item. Tears flowed before the performance, during the performance and even after the performance. You may wonder why this bunch of crazy girls are crying but honestly you will never understand why unless you went through all these tough times. Did we do well was a question and will remain a question because it differs according to what you think is well. Personally, i was impressed by our emotions during the dance and i could completely feel the dancers around me. It felt different. DIFFERENT. The feeling i got 2 years ago came back. :) i missed it sososososo much. Through this item, i hope that all the dancers have learnt and picked up some values that can only be learnt through experience, hope that all of them have grown up and will come together as one again. Our performance was imperfect, but imperfect itself says," i'm perfect."
"What does not kill you makes you stronger." I know what that means now. Apparently, it did not kill any of us, so here we are standing tall and proud, presenting our beloved item Lumen and our beloved cca, RVDS.
Today was our syf for lumen, after 2 years we are back at the same spot in UCC. Nothing there changed. What changed was jus us, from juniors to seniors, from then till now, time passed so quickly and everything just came and went in the speed of light. Training is tough (like you dont say), from seperated levels to one international dance lumen dancers, our sweat and tears and feelings during practices will never be able to be expressed in words. Standing infront of the dancers today, is like looking at a group of kids you've raised in the past months and finally now sending them to the battle. I had nothing much to say but there was a sudden surge of emotions that just filled my eyes with tears.(+my contacts which was super irritating) No matter how incapable, how seperated we are, we came together today as one for this item. Tears flowed before the performance, during the performance and even after the performance. You may wonder why this bunch of crazy girls are crying but honestly you will never understand why unless you went through all these tough times. Did we do well was a question and will remain a question because it differs according to what you think is well. Personally, i was impressed by our emotions during the dance and i could completely feel the dancers around me. It felt different. DIFFERENT. The feeling i got 2 years ago came back. :) i missed it sososososo much. Through this item, i hope that all the dancers have learnt and picked up some values that can only be learnt through experience, hope that all of them have grown up and will come together as one again. Our performance was imperfect, but imperfect itself says," i'm perfect."
"What does not kill you makes you stronger." I know what that means now. Apparently, it did not kill any of us, so here we are standing tall and proud, presenting our beloved item Lumen and our beloved cca, RVDS.
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